So yesterday, I had my very first encounter with those sleazy, bastard type of guys. You know, those "I'm only talking to you because you're hot and I'd tap you" type of guys.

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WTFFFF. He didn't even have the manner to ask my age, or at least the school I went to. He went straight to the massive "you're really cute" flirting stage. I didn't mind it at first, but then he got very "sensual" and starting talking about.. well, whatever.

I'm just really pissed off because I'm a decent girl and no matter how many compliments you give me, I will NOT sleep with you. What a douchebag. He's cute and I asked my brother about him (since he didn't even give me a last name or what school he went to) and I found out that he was one of those "popular" kids at my brother's high school. Sure, I like sociable guys, and he looks like a decent guy. He even talks like a decent guy, but of course, like all guys, they just want to have sex.

What made me even more pissed, is that when I asked if he had a Facebook, he said no. But I'm not stupid. I searched him up (my brother told me his last name), and lo and behold, he does have a fucking Facebook profile - which he uses regularly. What a fucking asshole.

What am I? A private call-girl? You don't want people to find out about your secret sexcapades with girls you "randomly" add on MSN? FUUUUCCKKK YOUUUU.

He's a really, really cute guy. I'd date him, if I met in person first or if I knew him better, but since he's just a horny bastard, helllll nooo. I blocked him. (:

i really have to update. but i am such a lazy butt.

oh well. OOOHH PRETTY PICTURESSS. :DDDD (tnx 2 tumblr. hurrrdurrr)

Who wants to hear about my latest heartache? :D Ahaha it's true. I "fall in love" quite too quickly. There's two problems to that:
1. I get so clingy and attached, that it's embarrassing. And
2. They usually don't like me back as much as I like them.

So, what's with this new "heartache"? Haha, well I moved on from that boy I mentioned in my other blog(s). I mean, I still talked to him, and I still liked him a little bit... But then I met this guy. (:

Okay, so I mentioned looong loong ago that I won this Speech and Debate competition which qualified me to go on to the Nationals in Kansas City, MO. So, I and the rest of the team (there's 14 of us on it, including my BFF! :P) took off on the 11th of June, and since our seats were assigned,  I ended up sitting next to my teammate, Chan. Haha. Before the trip I never really got to talk to him much or hang out with him since he was a Junior and he went to a different school that I never thought I would want to associate with (his school was, honestly, full of nerds) and also, he was smart and witty as fuck, so I was always intimidated around him. Anyway, we sat together in the first flight (there were a total of four flights) and that's when we "got to know each other", and I promise you, there was massive flirting going on - from both parties. :P

To make a looong, flirtatious story short, on our final flight (from Houston to Kansas City), I sat with him again, and this time, I ended up falling asleep on his shoulder (it was a planned move of mine :P) and he ended up falling asleep on my head. Haha. Have you ever seen that scene in Valentines Day with Julia Roberts and Bradley Cooper on the plane? Haha yeah. Well, I was inspired by that scene. (: And let me tell you, a lot of talk has been going on, since half of my team witnessed our little sleeping session on that plane ride. :P

When we finally arrived in KC, we didn't get to hang out much, because he hung out with the boys and I stayed with the girls. But whenever we were alone together... well, I guess I'll save those details for later (;

It was really fun being with him because he was so sweet (I'm telling you, Koreans are sooo romantic). But he was this massive flirt. Honestly, I've never seen as big of a jerk as he was. I don't know, but I always get attached to those boys. I always know that I will get hurt, but I don't care and just jump in. I keep reminding myself that he's just a "summer fling", but everyday I still want him more. I'm sure he's long forgotten me since we parted ways after the trip, but I can't shake off this feeling. I'm always on the lookout for more guys to keep my mind off Chan, but I always turn back to him, even if he doesn't talk to me much.

Oh, and if you're wondering how he looks like (lol), he's cute. He's got glasses, and they add to his cute-ness. I can say he's pretty hot, because he's fit and all, but if you see him wear his suit, you are going to die. He looks so clean and neat and expensive in his suit, haha. (: Plus, he's rich. I'm not a 'gold digger' or anything, but most girls like boys with money, you know? :D

Anyway, the whole point is, that every time I flirt for fun, it ends up going the wrong way with me falling in love with them. I'm pretty lousy at playing the field.